18/04/2026
This is Caroline. She was my beautiful wife. She would be 57 today. She passed away on 24/3/2022. She tried to take her own life on 18/3, and I found her 13 hours later on the 19th clinging to life. It took me so long to even admit this to anyone because I thought people would think badly about her. She had severe brain damage and passed away 5 days later. I carried so much self blame and guilt that I hadn't seen the signs she was suffering from severe depression. " If only I had known, if i had seen, she would still be here" I would tell myself over and over. She had come to me 3 times after she passed, but my dream was always interrupted before we could talk. Finally, 5 months after her passing, we were able to talk. I didn't ask her why she did it, but asked her to let me feel exactly what she was feeling, how she was thinking, when she did what she had done. I felt everything, her thoughts, her emotions, and this changed me forever. From the moment I awoke, I started sensing her, feeling her energy. She had opened the door and I had entered. Every single day, it got stronger and others (spirits) began to approach me. I saw and heard their messages, felt their energies, their touch etc. I began hearing the knocks, seeing orbs, light flashes, shimmers etc. This is when I began reading, and with each one, I became better and more confident, and learned to understand the messages I was being shown and told. Caroline, it's because of you, for you and in memory of you that I do what I do, and what i will do later today. You gave me a beautiful gift, and now I share it by helping others find the closure they need. Thankyou ❤️