10 Pills Deep

10 Pills Deep I’m Killian. I’m living with a rare neurological condition called Episodic Ataxia Type 2 (EA2). No more silence. No more invisibility.

This page is to share my truth, spread awareness, and connect with others.

28/04/2025

Some battles are invisible.
Some victories are just getting out of bed.
Some days the strongest thing you do is survive quietly.
And that’s enough.

27/04/2025

Recovery isn’t a straight line — it’s messy, exhausting, and terrifying sometimes. But it’s still possible. Even when you slip. Even when you start over. Even when you think you’ve lost too much time.
Today’s blog post is one of the hardest things I’ve ever written, because it’s honest. It’s real. And it’s for anyone who feels like they’re fighting themselves just to survive.

New post is live: “The First Step Isn’t Quitting—It’s Wanting To”
You are never alone in this fight.
Link in bio.

25/04/2025

Living with a rare neurological condition doesn’t look like anything you’ve seen on a medical show.
It looks like staring at the ceiling wondering if today will be a “good day.”
It looks like explaining your invisible disability for the hundredth time—and still being questioned.
It looks like surviving when the world only recognizes pain if it’s visible.

I’m not looking for pity. I’m just asking for people to believe us when we say, “I’m struggling.”

Rare doesn’t mean fake. Invisible doesn’t mean easy.

10 pills a day just to function—and that’s not even the hardest part.

24/04/2025

We’re just surviving. So why do they hate us?

I didn’t choose to be in this fight—but I don’t get to opt out of being trans.

People hate us for existing. For being different. For showing up in our truth when they only know how to live in fear. It’s not just about politics. It’s not just about religion. It’s about control. It’s about erasure.

I’ve lost friends. I’ve faced rejection. I’ve watched people’s expressions change the moment they learn I’m transgender. I’ve felt the weight of judgment for using disability accommodations that people think I don’t deserve. All because my body doesn’t match their expectations.

But I’m still here. Loud. Open. Unapologetically real.

My new blog post is live now. It’s raw. It’s personal. And it’s for anyone who’s ever felt hated just for surviving.

Blog title:
“We’re Just Surviving. So Why Do They Hate Us”
Link in comments.

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23/04/2025

Living with a rare neurological condition is hard. Living with it while trans, in a country that’s watching the world go backwards? That’s a whole other kind of survival.
I’m still here. Still fighting. Still fcking existing.

23/04/2025

Not everything I live through is visible. But that doesn’t make it any less real.

21/04/2025

You don’t have to see a disability for it to exist.
You don’t have to understand it to respect it.
But you do have to stop assuming what people ‘should’ look like.

20/04/2025

Some stories leave a mark. Others become your reason to fight back.
Tonight’s blog post is about Adam, a man who changed the course of my New Year’s Eve—and in a lot of ways, reminded me what kindness looks like.

Read the full story at 6:00 PM.

16/04/2025

Invisible pain doesn’t need to ask for permission to exist.
I’ve stood up from a wheelchair and watched the confusion crawl across someone’s face.
I’ve left a disabled toilet and felt the silent judgment follow me like a shadow.
Just because you don’t see it doesn’t mean I’m not surviving it.
EA2 is unpredictable. It’s cruel. And it’s mine to carry.
This is your reminder: Disabled doesn’t always look like what you think it does.

14/04/2025

Some days my disability looks like a wheelchair. Some days it doesn’t. But it’s always there.

Did you know: Episodic Ataxia Type 2 doesn’t always show up in a way you can see. It affects my balance, coordination, stamina, and more — whether I’m walking, sitting, or smiling like I’m fine.

Some days I can move okay. Some days I can’t. But on every day, I deserve access, support, and to not be judged just because I don’t “look” disabled.

This is your reminder that invisible doesn’t mean imaginary.
And I’m still out here — living, adapting, and fighting for the space I deserve.

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