26/10/2026
This year has been a hard year with still recovering from my injury with on going pain and help from Physio.
But I wanted to share my main thing was in July 2026 I lost my best friend. He was the most beautiful, amazing, friendly fur baby. He would always watch out for me follow me every where I went. Loved to explore, loved walks, loved meeting new fur friends and people.
My heart completely shattered he was there when my business came together, he was my rock, best friend and soul mate.
Words cannot describe the pain. I now understand how it is to loose your fur baby and the pain it brings, each day since loosing him I still have a flash memory like he’s still outside. I got his ashes back, I kept his paw prints and pictures, his fur clippings.
He was my baby, my fur child, my protector and definitely my safe place. He was there when I needed someone the most through so much difficult things I had to go through.
When you lose your best friend a part of you breaks, we had a bond that you don’t find very often. It was a struggle trying to come to terms with him gone, I know he’s in a better place and pain free but part of me will always wonder if I could have done something. I know it’s not my fault and they can’t live forever, but I will definitely cherish every moment. I still remember the day I brought him home like it was yesterday.
Shadow I love you it’s been almost 4 months since I said my goodbye and every day I think of you, every day I miss you
But then we got Sakuna and it healed my heart felt like you where home again, and I know if you where around you would have loved your sister. She joined our family and she definitely had her traits that you had that’s why she’s absolutely perfect.
Even though you grew your wings 3rd June 2026 I will forever cherish you, I miss you like crazy.
For those of you who knew, shadow was a rescue, he was a pup I had at middle age and had him for 6-7 years and the best part was it was definitely love at first sight I fell inlove with him instantly knew he was gonna be my boy and we shared a lot of memories together and forever will cherish them 🐾🐶❤️