02/08/2026
Grand Rising to All. God has told me this information about my mother, Merlene. It was she used to sell her body for money. I let her know I knew about it. She asked me if I told her this because I was doing the same thing, daughter like mother and it would make me feel better about it. She asked, do I think God will punish her for doing it (rhetorical). I told her no. She stated she only dealt with one person at a time. Then she said that she never had a reason to do that because a friend of hers would give her money.
Here is what is very important to note. S*xual energy is incredibly powerful and potent. It is a creative energy that must be honored and respected. Energy is transferred in many ways, but when people come together in that way it can either help or harm. Those energies are shared with everyone else who you come into contact with after that. So negativity, traumas passes down the line. Everything is amplified. S*x is meant to be a holy, sacred act. It is a gift from God, not to be taken lightly, casually. Society has developed a warped sense of this sacred union of two souls and made it demeaning. It goes much deeper than what I am sharing. Both male and female must have respect and honor of themselves and each other and it is to be done for love, out of love. Swapping energies for the sake of it shows lack of control and disrespect to yourself. On the flip side, being staying away from it because one thinks it is dirty or sinful is a big problem too. But most people do not have that issue.
For a while, in my younger adult years I used to watch p**n sometimes. I would oscillate between arousal, shame, and repulsion. Nothing healthy comes from consuming it. As I was on my spiritual journey back to self love, those desires just vanished. I have healed and am no longer have fear about being physically intimate with another. My soul will identify who that will be when I come into contact with them.
Notice I did not mention religion. Religion causes distortion, as does having a weak connection to God. My connection to Him now is strong, and He always leads me in the right direction in all things. God leads me, not man. Period. All of the inner work I've done on myself, there was no one else but me and God.
Distortions and distractions need to be identified and pushed aside for society to heal. Who makes up society? You do, every individual. And every individual makes up organizations, neighborhoods, schools, companies, businesses and so on. Every person must do their part to develop their character. No more sticking one's head into the ground, no more pretending, no more pointing fingers. It is time to get to work. The world does not get better by talking about it. It becomes better by unearthing every part of who you are - ALL OF IT. And then returning to the love within you, embodying, expressing that love completely in your every day life, just because it IS LOVE, and love is good and righteous. This is how God intends for all of us to live. Real love goes beyond your family and friends. It extends to everyone and everything. And God's Will Shall Be Done.
