08/13/2026
Follow up CT Scan ✅
Oncology appointment ✅
Did I get the result I wanted from today’s appointment 📅….No
I have been very sick for over 2 weeks now. At first I thought it was the stomach flu 😷
We even started buying bottled water thinking maybe our water was bad 💧
I am going to the washroom 4-10 times a day.
Plus the vomiting.
Then there is the sweats….The intense stomach pain and cramps….And of course being fatigued and weak…
The oncologist is not willing to start any treatment until this issue is resolved.
Her feeling is it is diverticulitis or Irritable bowel disease 🦠 (very different from Irritable Bowel syndrome)
She is really leaning towards Chrons or ulcerative colitis…
So she sent an urgent referral for a scope and it’s booked for September 1st.
I completely broke down today….And I mean ugly crying doesn’t even cut it….
I am beyond tired mentally and physically…
To be honest I don’t know how much more I can take.
And Yes I know I need to be grateful I am still alive…I get that comment all the time.
I can be grateful to be alive but also be upset, angry, sad and whatever else emotion I feel.
I grieve a lot of things lately….It just feels that I am loosing more and more of myself with every new diagnosis, treatment and side effects..
I am grateful to be alive but I am also very very tired of every hurdle being thrown in my face.