09/10/2026
. Just a reminder that sometimes your goals and dreams don’t happen when you planned.
Over the last few months and years, I’ve watched and listened as athletes and clients have had their plans derailed by injuries or circumstances completely outside their control.
I’m reposting this one from two years ago because I’m certainly not immune to it.
Two years ago, I was crushed that my Rideau Trail FKT wasn’t going to happen. A laceration on my leg during another unsupported FKT left more than a physical scar. For a long time, I was afraid of being alone on the trails again.
Last year, I was devastated when a hip injury delayed my return to Tennessee and the ambitious goals I had there.
I had to be patient. Focus on the day in front of me. Trust the process.
This year, I finally went back to Tennessee. And I didn’t just make it back. I crushed it. I proved to myself that I was enough. Strong. Tough. Maybe even stronger than I knew.
Five weeks later, I stood alone at the start of the Rideau Trail. I didn’t know what was waiting for me down the road or trail, or what the next four days would ask of me.
When you’re in the middle of it, it can be really hard to see beyond where you are right now. But plans change. Timelines change. Sometimes the goal has to sit there for a while. It doesn’t mean the story is over.
This day is here. Six weeks ago it couldn't come fast enough. The last 12 days I have been dreading it - mainly because of the emotions that it will stir.
This morning I should have been starting a 330 km journey carrying everything I needed on my back. Alone on the roads and trails. No computer, no social media, no podcasts, no people except for those I cross paths with. A return to feral life for a few more days.
Now today is another day of appointments, meetings, scheduling social media posts, emails and enjoying the comforts of life. I try to avoid looking at my watch and thinking of where I should have been or what I should have been doing this week only if I didn't trip, only if I didn't do that FKT attempt, only if....
Today is the day every injured runner does not look forward to. The day they should be celebrating the hard training over weeks and months. Now it's mourning over what didn't happen. But only for a bit. Each injury I've had is a blessing...I am just patiently waiting to see what this one brings.