10/05/2026
I was about to start work this morning, but I decided to go for a little walk instead, to the gorgeous little duck pond across the street from my house.
A little walk before settling into my first real work day as **Pamela Elari**.
I was “praying” to life as I walked, declaring, **“I am READY.”........**
The smells of fall reminded me of “back home” on the farm. My childhood was complicated, but there are memories from that time when I remember feeling incredibly alive.
Harvest was one of them.
It was busy. Exhilarating. Exhausting. Everyone had a part to play, and everyone came together to get the harvest done.
There was something about knowing: *This is my job. This is my part. Let’s go.*
And lately, I’ve been feeling that again.
Today’s declaration followed the wisdom of the card that Hailey pulled for me yesterday. (She’s 11 and wants to learn, which I absolutely love!)
**Write a letter to the Universe.**
Well, naturally I have mostly ignored the “write” portion of the assignment and have instead been boldly declaring things to the Universe, both out loud and in my mind. 😂
**I am ready.**
I am ready to embrace this shift in my work.
I am ready to step fully into **Pamela Elari**.
I am ready to be available to the women who are ready to make a deep commitment to themselves—to accelerate their self-mastery, reclaim their power, and take charge of their lives.
And I am ready for the honour of walking beside them while they do it.
AND GET THIS. (You can’t make this stuff up!)
So there I was, wandering around the duck pond in my favourite bright yellow **BE KIND** sweater, making my declarations to Life, when I saw an older woman sitting on a bench up ahead in this fabulous long yellow coat.
As I got closer, she stood up and started walking around the pond ahead of me.
And immediately I thought:
*She looks like me in 20 years.*
And then I thought, *I want to know how amazing she feels after 20 glorious years of helping women step into their power and take charge of their lives.*
So there I was, following this fabulous yellow-coated Future Pamela around the pond 😂, when another woman started walking toward me on the path.
And at the next bench, I saw a discarded coffee sleeve on the ground.
It said:
**PRÊT.**
Ready.
You cannot make this stuff up!
Here I am, declaring my love for my purpose to the Universe—**I AM READY**—following a woman I’ve decided represents me 20 years into my future...
And there it is on the path in front of me, reflecting it back:
**READY.**
This was especially exciting for me because I love languages...
Side note: Last week I was telling my business coach, Tanya, that I was “achieving my dreams” in my three favourite languages.
Do I speak these languages?
No.
Well, some Spanish. 😂
**Estoy logrando mis sueños!**
**Sto realizzando i miei sogni!**
**Ich verwirkliche meine Träume!**
I am achieving my dreams!
(I am German, so no wonder my dreams sounded so scary. Träume... trauma... 😂)
And today?
**THE UNIVERSE SPOKE FRENCH BACK TO ME.**
😂😂😂
I crack myself up.
But truly—
**This is what coming alive feels like.**
Being scared and in love with life at the same time.
So this is also my little announcement:
My work is transitioning into **Pamela Elari**.
**The Connected Nurse** has served me so well. I love her. She was brave enough to start this work before I knew exactly what it would become.
But I’m not her anymore.
After the explosion of the life I knew—and the subsequent rebuild—here I am.
Not a totally new me.
More like… an updated format. 😂
I’m still changing everything over. Apparently Past Internet Me has left little pieces of The Connected Nurse EVERYWHERE, and I keep finding them and changing them to Elari.
But that’s what I’ve been up to lately.
Updating the pieces.
Trusting what I’m building.
Stepping more fully into my work.
And opening myself to the women who are ready to find me.
**I’m ready.**
Fancy new life, here I come. ❤️
