05/14/2026
❤️🩹Grief is not only about losing someone…
It’s also about losing the version of you that existed with them.
Recently, I lost my beloved companion, Crowley.
We shared 18 years of presence, connection, and unconditional love. And this relationship taught me so much on so many levels that I feel deeply grateful to have experienced him and all that he brought into my life.
As I navigate grief, I’ve realized it doesn’t come with just one emotion.
I feel relief knowing he is no longer in pain.
And I feel sadness because I miss him deeply.
Both exist at the same time.
Neither cancels the other.
Grief is not linear.
It moves in waves, in layers, in cycles.
And it’s not something you “fix.”
It’s something you learn to move with.
Because when someone leaves, the connection doesn’t disappear.
It evolves.
As a spirit worker, I still feel deeply connected to Crowley’s spirit as he continues his journey beyond this plane. And that brings me peace.
These relationships we build — with people, with animals, with life itself — shape us. They nurture us. They transform us.
And even through the pain, the love and the lessons remain.
Crowley was my very first energy healing client.
Doctors told me he wouldn’t survive because he was really weak when he got to me.
But he stayed with me for 18 beautiful years.
And I feel incredibly honored that our souls found each other in this lifetime.
Blessings to him as he evolves into something even more expansive.
And may our souls meet again, in this world or another.
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