05/10/2025
Im turning 31 in 5 days and the past 30th year on Earth has been one of the toughest so far. And God knows I’ve been through tough times.
1/12: got dumped 2 days after my 30th, via text, whilst I was at a Tony Robbins event in Fiji (best location to get dumped though)
2/12: got an Airbnb for 3 months in marbella to recover, figure out next steps. Decided to go to India to do a YTT but little did I know …
3/13: got involved with someone significantly older than me and that triggered me into putting my foot down to the daddy issues. Enough. Went to a retreat for NYE, changed my life - the older daddy vibes thing was finally released.
2025 -
4/12: met my partner
5/12: moved into his place instead of going to India
6/12: got serious with my business - made 29585 pivots again but started seeing results and getting new clients
7/12: met the most amazing mentor and started a new journey with her - she helped me heal many money blocks I had .inc
8/12: met some amazing souls in Spain that really impacted my life .seedz
9/12: celebrated mums 70th in Singapore and also finally healed that wound
10/12: left Spain and decided to stay in France for the summer
11/12: frankly speaking was the worst summer of my life - but as usual, with a lot of growth
12/12: relocated to Cyprus, got a job, been uncovering a lot of new things about my personality and health
• some labels: PMDD, AuDhd, covert narc
• too much caffeine
• a lot of tears
• a lot of financial insecurity
• going back to AA
frankly speaking I’ve spent more time feeling down this whole 30th chapter… looking back; mental health was a major major topic.
I’m curious what 31 has in store for me. I’m not particularly excited. Enthralled. Gushing with joy. I feel quite numb to be honest. This year took a major toll on me. Of course I see the positives but for some reason focusing on them seems harder than ever.
to new beginnings either way 🥂 (4 years sober next month also, that’s a huge win and will be celebrated)
I hope your 30th year was/is better 💓