15/09/2026
I found myself stuck in a dark place & I can admit now that I actually really liked it there, it was a comfort blanket to me
At the time I would move from one thing to the next expecting things to change but I wasn't changing so the thing would just follow me
It took a long time but I had to make that choice to rewrite the pattern & there isn't a quick fix for that,
it takes time
Sometimes on the spiral of healing I come back to those places but from a different lense & I can clock it before I loop back in
Each spiral builds my capacity to journey to the depths of what is underneath the darkness that was holding me
Everyone has their own journey
&
Everyone has a choice