10/08/2026
Unedited video when the coconut dropped, thud on the roof, rolled to the center of the flower yantra. It was nature’s emphatic agreement with the words spoken that S*x and God are not things you can get. S*x and God is to participate in What is already Here.
You are conceived by the power of the cosmos. You are exquisite conception, the truth of male female union with its precious elixirs always flowing. Real s*xuality is to participate in this flow. It is prior to socialized patterns, the common s*x negative socialized brain core. You are Her conception always Happening as your own magical form, unending ragged s*xual bliss. With no movement at all in you, no reaching for s*xual salvation in the common behaviors of male female brain core belief, falling into primordial male female perfect union of your natural state. There is exquisite love bliss ambrosia, undoubted intrinsic s*xual connection there. No longer requiring the mythical man or woman of the common world to turn up. S/He is already Here in your arching embrace of this nectars’ movement. In this bliss you move mysteriously upon your Earth realm and even in the patterned world. You are fulfilled. No conflict. If flesh & blood man / woman turn up, worthy of receiving you, so be it. Not required for you, but could Happen to them What has Happened to you.
The wildness of your youth foreshadowed & prepared you for What you knew to be true, that is now enjoyed and practiced as a constancy without drama, without the off and on switch of unnecessary attainments or experience. Constant love bliss quietly Here. I have found you Here in this searchless ocean. You have come out of the tomb of your seeking into bright light. You are self radiant, self blissful, self pulsing in the spanda of Her conception.
This is not a spiritual statement. It is not poetry. Nor is it neo ta**ra wishful thinking, exaggeration or delusion. It is your actual condition & birthright.
So do your Yoga, your searchless participation in the female male union of your own conceived life, and then possibly, but not necessarily, with another.
S*x and God is the same thing. One without the other is vulgar destruction of humanity.