28/07/2026
To everyone who has supported me throughout this journey,
Many of you know me as The Bladder Warrior Jeremy Keen. After living with bladder failure for 11 years, I underwent surgery on 12 September last year to have my bladder removed and a urostomy (stoma) created.
For several months, things were going really well. Unfortunately, towards the end of January, the pain I experienced before surgery returned. Since then, it has continued to worsen.
I've had multiple visits to the hospital and my doctors, but at this stage they still don't know what's causing it. I'm currently on strong pain medication, but over the last few days the pain has become incredibly intense. It's affecting my sleep, my daily life, and even the simplest tasks. Despite that, I'm doing everything I can to keep pushing forward.
The truth is, I'm struggling.
One of the hardest parts is being back on multiple medications. As many of you know, I have a history of drug addiction. I managed to overcome that chapter of my life on my own, and I'm incredibly proud to be clean. Being reliant on medication again has been mentally challenging and has brought back a lot of difficult emotions.
I can't shake the feeling that I'm becoming a burden. I've found myself withdrawing, talking to people less, replying to fewer messages, and isolating myself. It's taking a real toll on my mental health, and I'm beginning to feel depressed.
I'm sharing this not for sympathy, but because I believe in being honest. If you've noticed I've been quiet lately, this is why. I'm doing my best to keep fighting, and I truly hope that answers and better days are ahead.
Thank you to everyone who continues to support me. It means more than you'll ever know. ❤️