09/11/2020
Just Breathe
Ever feel so overwhelmed that when you try to get things done you feel like you are moving in reverse?
For the last month or so, that has been me. There is so much going on at home including my new job (for I work from home, and hoping for a permanency - I'm in an interim... no pressure, right?) I felt like I just didn’t know what to tackle first. To add, because I have been finding great deals for my renos but the jobs are not being completed as fast as "stuff" is coming in , items are piling up everywhere!! So, I fix this, work a bit on that, make sure the kids are fed and happy... but feeling like I'm not moving forward.
Every other weekend (when I don’t have my children), I go to the mountains to run. Two week ago, for the 1st time since I fell in love with trail running, my alarm went off and I didn’t feel like going. I also told myself that I should stay home and advance my work. Well, guess what! I barely got anything done.
Fast forward to 2 weeks later, still as overwhelmed, I told myself: “ Just Go!” And that is what I did. And that is just what I needed. With temperatures in the double digits and sun in the forecast (in November? In Quebec? I know, right?), I couldn’t let that pass me by.
I didn’t care about my pace, time and whatever stats you get from sports watches (mind you, I barely do when I am in the mountains – but that's another story). I just wanted to be there: in the mountains in nature, have the sun shine on my face, feel the breeze… to take a step back and breathe. For me, trail running and going to the mountains is “Me Time”. It is “my place” that allows me to find balance, to take a look at the big picture, to reset the counter to zero and to reorganize my thoughts. I may not have all of the answers I seek by the time my run is through, but I feel like, especially after this weekend, that I am better able to see the bigger picture and to regroup and reorganize, to move forward with all that I need to do and have done. I feel calm and rejuvenated. Being in the mountains and nature brings me serenity.
And you? Do you have that special “go to” place when things feel a little crazy?