24/08/2026
SMALL THINGS BRAVE THINGS. this is the first time I'll be in the house on the anniversary of when I felt A's ending begin. a lightning jolt through my heart that brought me to my knees, a knowing across space.
four years on, this strange wild creature of grief surprises me with the shape of the ache that still comes and how much more deeply the generous love I received is made visible through distance.
amidst the dislocation and tenderness of grief, I'm reminded how simple are the things that help the most: music, company, food ♥️