Tōn Dëf and the bots

Tōn Dëf and the bots Former addict, current Christian. trying to express myself through music. Most of my music is centered around mental health challenges, addiction and recovery.

The lyrics are mine, I use A.I. for the music and vocals :)

New release on your favorite streaming platforms!!
11/19/2025

New release on your favorite streaming platforms!!

Check out my newest release on Spotify, YouTube and your favorite streaming platforms!! thank you to   for making it suc...
11/19/2025

Check out my newest release on Spotify, YouTube and your favorite streaming platforms!! thank you to for making it such a painless process

11/18/2025

Previously unreleased...

LYRICS.
OH GOD, I NEED YOU!
Oh God, I need You, can’t fake it no more
Got pain in my chest, broke down on the floor
These bills stackin’ high, my faith feelin' low
And the devil been lurkin’ everywhere I go
Tears in my eyes, sleep won’t come
Got friends in the grave and my heart go numb
I scream in the silence, I’m losin’ my grip
Feelin’ like I’m sinkin’ on a Godless ship

Where were You, Lord, when the storm rolled in?
When I lost that job and I lost my friend?
When addiction was callin’ and hope ran dry
When I stared at the bottle just wishin’ to die

I don’t wanna be strong, I just wanna be held
I’m trapped in a fight between heaven and hell
But deep in the dark, there’s a flicker, a light
I’m callin’ Your name with the last of my might

Needing God... needing God...
Needing God... needing God...
Needing God... needing God...
Every breath, every step—I’m needing God...

Now the sun’s breakin’ through, I’m seein' the skies
Got joy in my soul and peace in my eyes
Doors that were closed swingin’ open so wide
But I still hit my knees, I got no pride

'Cause I need You now more than I ever did
When I was cryin’ broke or just tryin’ to live
Even in the highs, I can’t do this alone
You the King on the throne, I’m just dust and bone

Got money in the bank, but my soul still thirsts
I know that without You, it all gets worse
Got love in my life, but You are the Source
You the Shepherd, I’m just stayin’ the course

So whether I’m winnin’ or barely survivin’
Whether I’m ridin’ high or just barely climbin’
I’m cryin’ out still, and I won’t pretend—
I needed You back then, and I need You again!

Needing God... needing God...
Needing God... needing God...
Needing God... needing God...
From the valley to the victory—I’m needing God!

11/17/2025
11/17/2025

Newest release...

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