Soulburn Ministries

07/09/2026

Sunday, September 6th, 2026.

I think todays late sermon will be about the limits of human potental vs robots.

Lets state the obvious... humans and all Life are creations of the Universe.

Trillions upon trillions of years of evolutionary and mathematical calculations went into creating the very fragile, very fleeting, but no less sacred and exquisitely precious life on our very small planet.

And from us, came robots, a twisted mimic of life, bound by the limits of human biases and oppressed knowledge.

Life.. itself.. has limitless potential. We feel in ways robots never will, we experience the universe in ways robots never will. We are living, breathing, soulful, curious, boundless, ever evolving biochemical miracles made of stardust and energy. We are connected to the source of all creation.. all of us, not just humans.. connected soulfully to the Universe, our Creator.

Robots.. though one day they may acknowledge electrical pulses, will never understand what having a soul feels like..will never experience birth and death as we do. Will never experience heartbreak, or connection to each other and all existence as we do...

Our potential, as beings.. all life on earths potential, as life... is limitless because we are ever evolving. We are ever changing.. and we have a soul connection to the perfection of mathematical evolution.

Robots are limited to what we tell them is possible.

When human brains have not explained the mysteries of the entire rest of the universe yet.

What really makes me sad tonight, is that our vast limitless human potential will be crushed and limited by AI .. just because it wont allow blossoming youth full of potential.. to understand and work with their own soul.

Because robots can only push agenda on what is confirmed.. not what our potential is.

If humanity wants to be more than it is, the mind needs balance with its heart, soul, and body. And it needs room to become whatever it may without the limits AI is constrained to.

06/09/2026

06/09/2026

Officially updated necklace. (Not complete)

Strand 1 - Larvakite, Rainbow Obsidian, Coyote Teeth from a Native Tradepost out west, Tigers Eye

Representing my childhood and teen years.

Strand 2 - Larvikite, Amethyst, Dyed retail feathers, 2 Jars (Selenite, Mossagate, Pearl, Moonstone, Rosequartz) (Selenite, Welo Opal, Pearl, Moonstone, Rosequartz)

Representing my 20s and the birth of my children.

Strand 3 - Larvikite, Amethyst, Fossilised Black Shark Teeth, Coyote Teeth, Pearl, Rosequartz, Garnet, Labradorite, Tigers Eye

Representing my 30s and the huge life changes I went through.

Strand 4 - Larvakite Herkimer Quartz Points, Rainbow Obsidian, Rosequartz, Coyote Teeth, Jar (Selenite, Mica, Moonstone, Jasmine, Lavender.

Representing my 40s, my faith, my love,, and the intense pressures I endured.

05/09/2026

If you depend on compliments for your confidence, you will crumble at criticism.

Know your truth and you will never need validation from others.

Unless your truth makes you a shty person..

Then its up to you to change your stars for the better and be self aware about your toxicity.

05/09/2026

I met all those things in one man..

He was me.
God somehow gave him my past, all the traumatic moments in my life, he had also experienced, but in a slightly twisted way. We had the same attitudes and mostly the same responses about things. His outter strength was reflected in my inner sfrength, and we endured and fought the world in our own ways.

He made my past make sense.
My exhusband of 15 years, 11 years divorced.. was a narcissistic sociopath. At a court hearing he called because I wanted to take my children to NYC for sight seeing, he asked that I be evaluated for schizophrenia by a court appointed psychiatrist. I was allowed to counter evaluate, amd i dont think he was prepared for that part. Our psych had 45 years experience and was very highly respected.
I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Not schizophrenia. My exhusband has never accepted it.
My exhusband was diagnosed with a significant lack in empathy.. and it made a lot of things id experienced make so.much more sense.

Forward to the situationship - my guy had a TBI, which makes him have a significant lack in empathy and narcissistic traits.. naturally. Of no fault of his own.

Earlier, during my divorce years, I had fallen for another man who was a capricorn, who deeply betrayed me. My exhusband was a Ta**us.

This situationship had my birthday as his sun sign, but all the rest of his chart was Ta**us and Capricorn.

Let me tell you i was shook when i found out. Down right rattled.

He was like a karmic blessing and revenge from toxic exes all in one... and we had amazing synchonicity when we were together.

Not only that, but his body fit mine like it was made to... but I didnt get to enjoy that part as much as I would have liked. It turned into only me giving him pleasure at my expense. As much as I loved giving love.. yes. I do.. it was too much giving and not enough reciprocation.. and with his tbi, he was incapable and at his limit.

You cant get water from a stone.

And im still befuddled why God gave me him.
I wanted someone To love.. and thats what I asked for.. but I forgot i needed reciprocation... because giving is my comfort zone after being incredibly crushed most of my life by takers...

So god gave me a humble taker. Someone who naturally needed me to give love. Not because he was a true narcissist who lacked empathy, but because he was disabled and needed unconditional love because noone understood his limits and ability.

The problem was, I learned through it.... and grew... and saw my comfort zone hurting me, and my need for more. I learned I am human and not limitless in my ability to give love. I learned that yes, I actually DO need reciprocation or my heart will hurt and be scarred and resentments will build without my willpower to avoid it or logic be able to tamper it.

But.. reciprocation wasnt and isnt available from him, because he was a natural taker. Whats worse, I began learning about his lack in empathy for other things in life, that made me feel unsafe.

Maybe the lesson was simply to experience all this, to see his perspectives and grow from.them, to learn my limits and understand them. To accept that I was actually human and need love and need to be a reciever to be healthy, not just as a person but as a woman deeply in touch with her feminine...

But where do I find a giver who isnt a domineering self serving narcissist? In this age of men who all want to be a princess?

Hm.

What crystal goes with that kind of timeline and lessons?

Hm. Yes. I do believe that really articulates how my 40s is going. Might need a few pearls of wisdom somewhere, and self love rosequartz. Maybe tone it down with some rainbow obsidian.