29/05/2026
I am compelled to write this partly because of Gordon's permission by example to feel out loud for the people we meet through books or online interactions. His last podcast episode, a requiem for chaos magician Peter J. Carroll, addresses the impact Carroll's work had on his life, though he caveats that he did not know him as a friend. They met a few times and corresponded a little bit. "How rare is it," he asks the viewer, "to overlap your incarnation with one of your philosophical heroes?" How rare indeed.
It is because of the brave and caring way that Gordon White acknowledged others who meant something to him that I think he wanted to be written about. And as I have been reminded by his passing of what is mine to do: writing is part of the work I am here for.