Renea the Writer

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06/03/2026

I looked at Dream.

“That’s why you looked familiar. You’re my ex-husband’s best friend. So you knew about this?”

Dream sighed and rubbed the back of his neck.

“Yeah, I knew. And I tried to tell you, but I felt like that conversation needed to come from them.”

I shook my head.

“I can’t do this. This is just crazy. We were just talking about getting to know each other, and now this?”

“Strom, I’m not them,” Dream said quietly. “And I’m sorry for what happened. But I respect situations, and I respect friendships.”

I laughed bitterly.

“Respect? Where was their loyalty?”

Dream looked out toward the ocean before answering.

“Life isn’t always black and white. Sometimes people make choices that hurt other people.”

“Be for real, Dream. This wasn’t a mistake. They knew exactly what they were doing.”

He nodded.

“You’re right. They did.”

For a moment, neither of us spoke.

Then Dream said something that caught me off guard.

“Did you know Jax had cancer?”

My head snapped toward him.

“What?”

“He found out while y’all were going through the divorce. Amber Jay was one of the nurses helping with his treatment.”

I stared at him.

“No.”

“He didn’t tell you because he didn’t want you staying out of obligation. He knew how much you loved him, and he didn’t want your love turning into pity.”

The waves crashed against the shore as I tried to process everything.

Dream continued.

“You’re an amazing woman, Strom. Everybody knows that. But you and Jax wanted different lives. He wanted a wife that wanted the same things he did—kids, a house full of noise, family dinners every Sunday. You were building businesses, chasing goals, creating your own path.”

I crossed my arms.

“So now I’m too ambitious?”

“No,” Dream said firmly. “Not at all. You’re a boss. But every man isn’t secure enough to stand beside a woman like that. Jax wasn’t. Amber Jay fits the life he wanted. That doesn’t make either one of you wrong. Just different.”

His words stung because part of me knew there was truth in them.

Dream smiled softly.

“You know what I respect most?”

“What?”

“The fact that you could have walked over there and ruined their wedding. You could’ve embarrassed both of them in front of everybody.”

I shrugged.

“I’m hurt, not heartless.”

“Exactly.”

For the first time all day, Dream made me smile.

“Thank you,” I said.

He nodded.

“Anytime.”

I looked toward the villas.

“I’m about to go back and get some rest.”

“Okay, Strom.”

I started walking away.

“Hey, Strom?”

I turned around.

“Yeah?”

“Don’t let their story become the end of yours.”

For a moment, neither of us said anything.

Then I smiled.

“See you later, Dream.”

As I walked back toward my villa, I realized something.

For the first time since arriving in Jamaica, I wasn’t thinking about my ex-husband or my best friend.

I was thinking about what came next for me.

06/03/2026

“Don’t say anything. We planned to tell her.”

I looked at him, confused.

“What are you talking about?” I asked.

Before he could answer, Amber Jay and her new husband walked toward us, hand in hand. Everyone was cheering and taking pictures. My best friend looked happier than I had ever seen her.

Then the groom slowly reached up and removed the cap that had been covering his face.

My heart stopped.

Standing there was my ex-husband.

I couldn’t move. I couldn’t speak. All I could do was stare.

Amber Jay looked at me with tears in her eyes.

“Strom, I’m sorry,” she said softly. “I wanted to tell you so many times. I just didn’t know how.”

The world felt like it was spinning.

“You married my ex-husband?” I finally asked.

She nodded.

“Yes. We didn’t plan for this to happen. We became friends after the divorce. One thing led to another, and we fell in love.”

I looked at him. Then I looked at her.

Every memory of our friendship flashed through my mind. The sleepovers. The secrets. The promises that we would tell each other everything.

“And you kept this from me?” I asked.

Amber Jay lowered her head.

“I was afraid of losing you.”

For a moment, nobody spoke.

Then I laughed. Not because it was funny, but because the entire situation was unbelievable.

“A surprise wedding?” I said. “Girl, this isn’t a surprise. This is a whole reality show.”

A few people nearby laughed nervously.

My ex-husband stepped forward.

“Strom, I never wanted to hurt you. We both agreed our marriage was over. Amber and I wanted to tell you, but every time we tried, it felt impossible.”

I crossed my arms.

“Well, impossible would have been easier than finding out while standing in your wedding.”

Amber Jay wiped her eyes.

“I know. And I’m sorry.”

I looked at my best friend. I was angry. I was shocked. But underneath all of it, I could see how scared she had been.

The question wasn’t whether she loved him.

The question was whether our friendship could survive the secret.

As they prepared to leave for Paris, I stood there wondering which was harder to lose—a husband or a best friend.

02/20/2026

When Do You Reach Out?
By Renea the Writer

When do you reach out?

I’m at home drowning
and everyone I reach out to
“needs to call me back.”

But do they know
how close I am to the edge
of my own thoughts?

I know we all have lives to live.
Responsibilities.
Schedules.
Noise.

But how hard is it
to pick up the phone?

I give myself to people
who only see me
when they need something.

Not money.
Not a ride.
Not a cup of milk
or a borrowed blow dryer.

I’m talking about presence.
Conversation.
Energy.
Support.

What about the one
who is always helping?

Who checks on her?

Do we even have people like that
in our corner anymore?

Or are we all just
convenient connections
until life gets uncomfortable?

Maybe I just needed to vent.
Maybe I was at my breaking point.
Maybe I didn’t know how to say,
“I’m not okay.”

Did you notice?
Did you care enough
to call anyway?

Or will you sit later
and say,
“I wish I knew…
I would have done something.”

My mental health matters.
And so does yours.

Check on the strong ones.
Check on the helpers.
Check on the ones
who never complain.

Because sometimes
the loudest cries
don’t make a sound at all.

— Renea the Writer ✍🏽

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11/02/2025

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09/26/2025

Why
By Renea the Writer

“Mama, why my dad not here?
Mama, why his family act like they don’t care?
Mama, why don’t you talk like the others do—
about what their kids’ daddies never come through?”

Child, I hear your questions, deep and true,
But let me tell you what your mama knew:
I chose to keep my words held tight,
’Cause speaking wrong won’t make things right.

Yes, I work hard, it may seem tough,
But don’t you think for once it ain’t enough.
We got food on the table, love in this place,
Hot meals served with a warm embrace.

No, I never wished you weren’t mine,
I needed you here, my love divine.
You gave me strength, you made me see,
God knew I needed you to heal me.

I was young, chasing love in men,
Not knowing where true love begins.
But I learned my lesson, I grew strong,
And I’ve been teaching you right from wrong.

Some daddies don’t do, some families don’t show,
Sometimes they hurt in ways you don’t know.
But baby, respect them as you grow tall,
’Cause I taught you grace through it all.

One man was a fraud, I couldn’t see,
But through the pain, God carried me.
And now I’m healed, I’m standing free—
I found my love… right here in me.

09/11/2025

Lights for Flight 93

By Renea the Writer

I was twelve when the silence broke,
an intercom voice, the whole class froze.
The screen lit up with fire and fear,
a day the world still holds near.

Boom — the first plane tore the sky,
the North Tower burning, questions why.
Boom — the second, the South in flame,
the world we knew would never be the same.

The third struck strong, the Pentagon shook,
history rewritten in every book.
But the fourth, Flight 93, refused to fall,
they chose to rise and give their all.

They called their homes with steady breath,
facing life, then facing death.
Love was stronger than their fear,
their last words still ring clear.

Todd Beamer’s cry, his fearless role,
echoed loud — “Let’s roll.”
They crashed the plane, but saved the land,
true heroes born from common hands.

Lord, grant me courage, fierce and true,
to stand as tall as they once knew.
Tonight we lift our lights in prayer,
for broken hearts still waiting there.

09/09/2025

Same Song, Different Day
By Renea the Writer

Sitting in my room,
listening to old school music,
wishing you were next to me.

I just want your presence,
your arms around me
hold me, steady me,
love me out loud
so the world can see,
love me in silence,
just for you and me.

Same song, different day,
I can’t get you out of my head.
Butterflies rise when you touch me,
reminding me you are here.

Me and you
against the world
that’s all I need.

09/07/2025

Safe in Your Promise
by Renea the Writer

I was hurt once,
but I don’t live there anymore.
Still, as my man,
I need to feel safe
safe in your arms,
safe in your promise,
safe in knowing you’re not just passing through.

Love is a job,
it comes with long hours,
ups and downs,
tears and laughter.
I don’t ask for perfect
I ask for real.

Marriage is a want,
but not today.
Today I’m learning me,
taking it slow,
trusting the love you give
to calm my storms.

But my mind still whispers
are you here to stay?
Can I let my tears fall
and know you’ll catch them,
hold me through the breaking,
and put me back together
with missing pieces,
I never knew i need.

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