07/26/2026
I guess in some ways I'm used to it so I forget, but yesterday, a repair man was at my house, and I turned my back to him. I had on the sleeplesstop, and he said, "Oh my god, what happened to your arm?"
When I look at myself straight on, I don't notice how swollen it is so much, but apparently from the backside, the swelling is quite noticeable.
Last summer I went on a trip and I lost a lot of ground due to the the heat and it was difficult to maintain my arm maintenance care. I've been slowly losing ground ever since, and I told myself that once it got to be the end of July, no matter what I was going to focus on it. So I'm back into my sleeve and I'm using my pump. I'm not necessarily unhappy that I lost ground because if I hadn't done all the things i've done up to this date it would be far worse, but nonetheless, I'm hoping to get it a little bit more under control.
I feel bad complaining, because I have so much gratitude, but also this is my grumpy place.Because i've been dealing with this for almost twenty years....but again, I'm grateful for the technology and the help and the support that I do have.