06/06/2026
Almost 50: 23 Lessons I've Learned Along the Way
Lesson #5: Faith Doesn't Eliminate Fear, It Helps You Walk Through It
One of the greatest gifts I've been given in life is my faith.
I didn't develop it overnight.
I developed it by watching it.
As a little girl, I would watch my maternal grandmother read her Bible and pray. She wasn't just teaching me about God with her wordsβshe was teaching me through her actions.
She taught me how to pray.
She taught me that God is faithful.
She taught me that when life becomes uncertain, prayer is still an option.
My paternal grandfather was a deacon and Sunday school teacher for many years. Through him, I learned the importance of service, commitment, and living out your beliefs.
I was baptized around the age of 11 or 12, and as my faith continued to grow, something beautiful happened.
My father began asking questions.
We would talk about church, prayer, and my experiences growing spiritually. Over time, those conversations led him back to church, and he eventually recommitted his life to God.
Looking back, that remains one of the most meaningful experiences I've witnessed.
Over the years, life has given me many reasons to be afraid.
I've experienced loss.
I've faced uncertainty.
I've had moments where I didn't know what the next step should be.
I've had seasons where the vision was clear, but the path wasn't.
And if I'm honest, fear still shows up from time to time.
But faith taught me something important:
Faith doesn't eliminate fear.
Faith gives you the courage to keep moving while fear is present.
Faith is what reminds me that I don't have to have all the answers.
Faith is what helps me trust when I cannot see the outcome.
Faith is what reminds me that even in my darkest moments, I am never walking alone.
Not because life is always easy.
Not because challenges disappear.
But because God is with me.
As I approach 50, I can honestly say there were many seasons I would not have made it through without my faith.
It has been one of the pillars of my life.
One of my anchors.
One of my greatest sources of strength.
π Lesson #5: Faith doesn't require certainty. It requires trust. Fear may ride along on the journey, but faith keeps you moving forward.
"Looking back, I realize there were times I thought I was holding on to God, when in reality, God was holding on to me." π