Fade Into You - The Dark Metamorphosis of a Borderline

06/09/2026

This part

BPD doesn’t feel like it saved my life but in reality it kinda did… (BUT ITS DEFINITELY NOT GLAMOROUS)

although it has developed in order to protect me it is still my responsibility to work on it because I don’t want to continue living in a way that’s no longer serving me, it’s hurting me. ESPECIALLY if since I am not in those environments, with the same people, or in the same rooms that hurt me.

it’s not easy but you aren’t alone!💗

06/08/2026

06/08/2026

It's gonna be alright

06/08/2026

Disliking me is valid. I probably confronted you on your poor behavior while everyone else just accepted it.

06/08/2026

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06/08/2026

I'm learning to love the darkness because when it's all over that's all there is to catch me when I fall, when I'm discarded and then thrown away like trash.

Some days this s**t consumes me and awareness only lets me know why i can't do a damn thing about it.

I'm not putting my face in a sink of ice water or anything else that they've told me works.
At the end of the day this is me, my reality and no one is there.

It's just me and my ghosts, my memories and the demon you call bpd I've come to know as sadness.

I visit her daily and she's the only one left when everyone else goes away. I know her well, she visits me often and I'm becoming to depend more on my demons than I ever will another human being again.

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05/10/2026

Sometimes heart break comes in dressed as dreams

03/21/2026