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04/16/2024

Happy birthday Troy Shurn and Mariah Volk 🙏 Neither of them have my direct line nowadays because of my s**ttiness, if you know them, relay the message please ❤️ PS. Pay your taxes peasants 😜

Listen to this song on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5gxwOlbRAwGS8lYAmSs5Oy?si=BPIhKhKSQPGdKekYc2n9yQ2021 Update: Listen to Wax’s extensive catal...

04/03/2024

Nothing would make me happier than people listening to my music recommendations. This song has been heavy on my plays the last few days.

The song is called "Glass Idols" and Reverie is a m**h addict. She has done plenty of interviews talking about her m**h addiction. That's what her verse is about.

Rugged Man's verse to me is about being himself and not caring what people think. He just is what he is. The two verses combine to really hit a personal cord for me. You will learn more about me from this song than any post. It brought me to tears at 7am walking to the gym this morning 🙏❤️

The song is really fast. If you can't follow it, I suggest reading the lyrics with it!

EDIT: If my sister sees this (doubtful but maybe) please read this. She never listened when I sent her songs anyways haha. Sorry. Love you still 🙏❤️

Live to aggravate
Live to agitate
When they had to hate
I don't shatter, break
They hate the truth and they love the lie, yes I'm your idol but WHO THE F**K AM I?
SmithHaven
No, I'm not s**t
No, I ain't s**t
Never be s**t
Let's repeat it
Born to eat s**t
Cut my wrist bitch
Then I bleed s**t
Duck and they dive and they shuck and they jive, when I'm down on my luck better trust I survive

Reverie & Louden Feat. RA The Rugged Man - Glass IdolsDirected by ReverieProduced by Every Level MediaFilmed by Frezh EditingEdited by Frezh Editing & Every ...

04/01/2024

I apologize for all the negative energy surrounding the last days worth of posts. Here is a song that I find helpful in grief.

"All My Heroes Are Dead" Available Now: https://naturesoundsmusic.com/amhad/R.A. The Rugged Man - The After Life (feat. Sarah Smith and Kelly Waters)Taken fr...

03/31/2024

For the longest time I had suspicion "Larry Twitchell" was Joe's burner account. Unless Joe boofed a Blackberry into lock up (in which case I'm sure he'll have a great time in there), I guess this is proof hes just a troll 😂

03/30/2024

Now that Joe has been arrested, I want to finally share a piece of the "evidence" that I referenced back in August when I looked into this. My placement and access is the same as his. I am a 30 year old man from Windham. I know Joe personally. I graduated with him in 2011. I have access to the same network of humans that Joe does. He is my former friend and many of my current friends are fellow "former friends" of Joe. I am also a trained interrogator and source handler with 10 years of experience. Maybe that doesn't matter, but I think it does 🤷‍♂️

It's inevitable I make a joke someone finds insensitive before I'm done typing due to the gravity of the situation. This is me preemptively half apologizing because I think humor is a better way forward than any other. If you disagree, there's plenty of buttons on your screen and they all take you somewhere different. In all seriousness I understand a person has died, and in his death and its aftermath was done a great injustice. If Alex could pull up a chair right now, I'm sure he'd rather have people sharing relevant facts rather than have 25 thousand people sending "thoughts and prayers" 🙏❤️

B R E A K

These texts are from Joe Chute to an anonymous mutual associate of Joes, Alex's, and mine. The texts were sent just a few days after Alex went missing. If the police were diligent, they'd have had Joe's phone from day 1 and have these messages already. They surely do by now, so I'm comfortable releasing them now that he's arrested. I have obtained permission from my associate. These texts show Joe laughing and casually joking through a conversation days after Alex went missing. Showing no concern, and a complete 180 from how he spoke to anyone that wasn't "just another dude".

B R E A K

Red flag #1 to me is his response times. He's awake at 330am and at 8am. I'm a m**h addict, that sounds pretty stimulant-y to me 😂

Red flag #2 is the list of all the people he knows the information from, "his gf friend N his mom". He's already separating himself and he hasn't even been accused of involvement yet. My friend literally laugh reacted to this message for this reason haha.

Red flag #3 is him joking and lol'ing then crying to everyone else that he's overwhelmed just to evade detection. This is a problem with mental health and depression. It's becoming taboo to tell someone they're full of s**t if they start throwing around the words "depression", "anxiety" and "PTSD". I have all of the above + some extras and I'm not complaining 😂

Red flag #4 "but I ain't got any part of this at all" and no further reply ever again...

B R E A K

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03/30/2024

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03/11/2024

I know it's do***ey to post a shirtless mirror selfie, but I don't care haha. This is a progress update on my training. I'm still getting ready to try to play football. I'm accepting that might not be what happens in the end, but I'm getting ready anyways in case that's what I want to do.

If you asked me what I want to do most in life right now, it's 100% play football. Id also love to go to school and learn. But I seriously doubt my ability to sit still for 4 years and chill haha. I honestly don't think I can do it. If I had the money id take off walking again tomorrow haha.

So right now I'm just focused on being happy. Getting my discipline and focus back to where I want them to be. Dialing in mentally to continuing the momentum of the walk into fixing my life. I'm putting in the work.

There's an absurdly huge fancy gym on Nellis Air Force Base. It's 4 miles from my house so I ride my bike there. I am building up to longer and longer bike rides. I've only been going here on the weekends.

Two blocks from my house there is a gym with a full basketball court. It's 25 bucks a month. I have been doing two a days. I can't even eat an apple fast enough on the walk there. It has everything I need but isn't open on weekends. I've already spent 3 hours there today, and I'll be going back in about 3 hours for another 1.5 hours haha.

I've been using Walmart+ delivery to get my groceries as well as on my bicycle to the Commissary. I plan to get a Sam's Club membership and start going there too. I've been doing a ton of rice, pasta, oatmeal, beans, chicken, eggs, sausage, nuts, peas, corn, jalapenos, green Chile, carrots, green beans, apples, berries, Pineapple, yogurt, Cottage cheese, chocolate milk, and whole milk. That's basically my entire diet. I'm eating the cleanest I've ever eaten. I'm also taking 2 Whey Protein shakes a day and a Casein shake, creatine HCL, Xtend BCAA Powder, Fish Oil, Glucosamine Chondroiton, and 1 a day men's Multivitamin.

I plan to get this new convection oven that's almost 400 dollars and start cooking a bunch of other stuff. I also plan to get a deep freezer. I'm still setting up my apartment so it's a work in progress. I'll keep you guys updated on the gym progress! Right now I'm at 241.3lbs!

03/11/2024

My mom's new room at the Danforth! She is living the good life with basically her own apartment. She was just moved in here this weekend. Her new address is:

Karla Dyer
777 Stevens Ave
Apt 222
Portland, ME 04103

I'm sure she would love to get some mail to keep things fresh and see she's loved. Thank you all for caring about this sweet lady 🙏❤️