01/15/2023
It's those moments where you are completely alone. Then, your thoughts, memories, failures, etc. that eat people up start to stir and eat at you. Not just addicts both actively using and those warriors in recovery but also anybody and everybody that has been through anything. It's the "what ifs" for myself as well as others. WHAT IF I never got in that car accident and started taking percocet and oxycontin regularly, all day every day? WHAT IF I had never been busted and called out for my bu****it. WHAT IF my kids were not coaxed into believing every word bad about me? Let's be honest though, how many people's significant other would not notice someone popping 10 or so pain pills EVERY 2 HOURS day and night? Most definitely they knew and just chose to be a "victim" after the fact. Reflection is a wonderful resource for anyone but it can also open scars that burn and burn no matter what. WHAT IF people let you live your life without throwing stones from your past. Remember this....YOUR PAST DOES NOT DEFINE YOU! YOU DON'T LIVE THERE ANYMORE! Every single person Earth has made a mistake at some point. Find peace in the fact that you look inward and onward rather than throw stones at someone else.
Pardon my ramble on topics but the next time you are being eaten by your thoughts just close your eyes, take a deep breath, and tell yourself you got this! If you need that extra little push REACH OUT to us on here or you can text or call 988 and talk to a professional and remain anonymous.
"Head Up.....Eyes Open.....Feet Forward....."
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