03/26/2025
I want to give a big shout out to all of my newest followers!!! God 📞 called and so.... here we go!!!!
My own child transitioned 5 years ago, it truly doesnt feel that long ago. As one foot is in Heaven with her, and one foot here with all of you. I bet many of you feel the same way?
Gabrielles passing truly caused me a deep DEEP reflection. And depression..why, God? Why her? Why me? I would walk around my house day after day yelling at God...and he answered me. I was Thrown into the clay makers hand, remolded & painlfully remade....then into his kiln of fire.
I cried for over 2 years every single day. And after some time & after some spoon fed answers and softening of my heart... God sent a message in early March this year.
How appropriate, spring time... rebirth...yes..makes perfect sense.
Well....God had bigger plans and I know with assurance where she is, and she couldn't be in any better place than with him!
I know she is watching me, rooting for me! I hope to make her proud. Earth life is both painful 💔 and beautiful, bitter & sweet!!!
We do have a plan, we do have a life contract with our loved ones and with creator.
Because the veil is over our memories of our pre-existance... it really hurts when a loved one leaves before their time, or at all.
Sometimes...it's just not fair.
Quote:
"How do you know who you are, unless you experience who you are not? -Conversations with God by Niel Walsh book #1
It's difficult to understand or even want to!!! 😕 However, it is officially time for ME to get back to my calling.
I know it will evolve, how it will? I do not know... but I'm putting one foot forward at a time, and trying to listen. stepping into the unknown of my new broken, shattered and reborn self, along with this incredibly beautiful knowledge deep inside myself that.... I can help others ease their hearts along the way. TOGETHER...we've got this!!! Because, simply I now know just how you must feel.
There is life after death.
We do live on, forever!
And..... we WILL be in the arms of our loved ones once again.