01/02/2022
Being seen.. My greatest fear also doubles as one of my deepest desires. I spent a good chunk of my life trying to become invisible. It always felt safer that way. From an early age, I learned to perceive being observed as an opportunity for ridicule and rejection. All I wanted for so many years was to simply disappear. The pain of isolation was easier to face than the risk of connection. Over time, the loneliness became more than I could bear, so eventually I poked my head out of my shell to see who was waiting on the other side. Slowly, I started building a support system of other sensitive souls that accept and embrace me as I am. As this network expands, I become braver. I want to do good. I want to be an agent of change and help heal humanity and this beautiful broken world we’re living in. I want to face my fears and challenge myself to transcend my limitations so I can achieve my soul’s purpose. And I’m starting here. Today. Right now. With transparency and authenticity.
