26/08/2026
Can You Keep a Secret?
"Can you keep a secret?"
You asked with your sweet smile,
Powerlessly, I nodded,
It felt blissful for a while.
One summer's day you took me out,
"It's only just one bag,"
You handed me some he**in,
"Go on... take a drag."
Hypnotised by golden brown,
Texture like the sun,
You held me in your dungeon,
I thought you were the one.
Seduced by your dark magic,
You had me on a string,
Anytime you wanted me,
I was reeled back in.
Magnetically you drew me in,
I danced with you at night,
But morning kept on coming,
I could not put up the fight.
You cast a spell of sadness,
Yet you promised me the lot,
You kept me needing more and more,
You tied me in a knot.
Whenever you came knocking,
I opened up my door,
You took away my dignity,
And wiped me with the floor.
I ran away avoiding you,
But got caught of my own accord,
You followed me round everywhere,
I was just too worn.
You had me sweating buckets,
You had me climbing walls,
You subjected me to violence,
Heartache, and many falls.
Eventually, I stepped away,
I was desperate for help,
You followed me to Aiséirí,
Where I tried to find myself.
Throughout my stay you talked to me,
Telling me to run away,
I argued with you constantly,
But you answered back,"No way."
One autumn day in Aiséirí,
My resurrection came through fear,
The restoring of my sanity,
Helped me pray you'd disappear.
Tear by tear, step by step,
I sent you on your way,
Fearlessly I took the reins,
"Why?" I heard you say.
I know you'll try to beckon me,
You're patient and you're slick,
But I'll stand tall, refuse to fall,
When you crack your whip.
Goodbye my dear addiction,
You know I've had enough,
Your P45 awaits you,
Farewell, now f**k off.