17/11/2021
I’ve lived an outrageously seductive, indulgent, lavish, Magickal & mysterious lifestyle that enabled me to unlock all parts of me.
A life that laid the foundations for the embodiment of who I am today & the work I served almost a thousand clients with.
The work that will become my life’s work as a Research Psychologist & Therapist.
A world that defies everything we’ve ever been told, that embraces the shadows whilst unmasking the illusions to the light.
My Awakening to my higher self, the embracing of my magickal gifts as an intuitive. The mastering of my sexual energy & life force.
I’ve come to realise something; men have significantly influenced my life.
In many different ways & in many different types of connections. Personal, professional & magickal.
As I come into a time in my life where I am removing all patriarchal influences around how I work & live; coming into deeper alignment with my feminine essence.
I can’t help but feel a sadness for the recognition of just how LOST feminine wisdom is.
Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE men.
I ADORE men & deeply respect them.
But, where are the ways of the women?
Why has this connection been lost in society?
In both sexes?
I am a woman, in a man’s world, being taught to live a man’s life.
There’s so much I could speak to with this.
There is so much that is misunderstood about being a woman.
Such as being told when we bleed to ‘get over it’ & ‘keep showing up’ in life.
The physical, mental & emotional processes we go through with our cycles as women, men could never, EVER begin to understand - no matter what they say. They just don’t go through it. Period. (Dare I say!).
Yet, we live in a society that doesn’t actually account for anything like this, or giving birth, how we think & the different ways we behave.
The ways we operate, create, learn & contribute ARE different.
Yet, with a world so masculine orientated; it’s no wonder women try to be equal compared to men. We have no true reference point dignified throughout our cultures, to feel equality within our own feminine nature ourselves.
We aren’t equal. We’re not even comparable.
As a woman, the more I create space to live according to my true feminine nature; the more my world changes.
In riveting, moving & beautiful ways.
😼🌹
**ra