24/06/2025
I found myself reflecting this morning after I looked back on my life with the memories on FB.
I find this an interesting thing to do, as it shows you how life was then and now. I was full of pain and hurt and I was angry. I did not know how to regulate my emotions, I was constantly in fright and flight. I would hold things in and then explode, and it was a cycle I was in for a very long time. More than the 22 years with my last partner, this went back to childhood.
When I turned 50, I looked back and realised I was not living, I was surviving. I needed to change and this is when I started truely working on myself, started to live in gratitude.
It took over a year to be able to see that the relationship I was in, was not healthy for both of us. So I took the courage to walk away. This was the first day of taking back my courage and truely going deep within.
When we went into lockdown, this time was invaluable to me, as this is when I did my major inner work, it made me look within, and I started to heal. Am I fully healed, no, as this is something we all need to work on daily.
I am however spending the time on myself for my health and well-being. The Qigong has really helped me to stop and truely ground from within. It has taught me to not be in fright and flight, but to be in flow.
My body is my temple and I am a warrior who is learning how to regulate and balance. This has certainly helped me to go deeper during a Bowen Theraphy treatment.
Life is a journey and it is about becoming one with yourself and to come back to nature, when we are one with nature and embody it, then we are truely grounded. This is not just placing your feet in the earth, it is more than that, you need to feel it within. This I can help you achieve.
I am growning, however, I still here for Bowen Therapy, I am adding to my sessions, I will start with some breathwork to help you regulate and soften, so that you can be more intuned with your body prior to your session.
In the future I will be holding Qigong sessions out in nature, within the trees, which will incorporate forest bathing.
I look forward to working with you on your journey.