Vanyasaysso

09/05/2026

New hobby unlocked: reading the classics.
Starting with Fyodor Dostoevsky and The House of the Dead like I suddenly have the emotional depth of a 19th century Russian philosopher.

Tonight’s contemplation:
“Which is harder: forgiving others, or surrendering your own self-image?”

Some books are read with coffee… this one is definitely best paired with Grand Marnier.

And yes, I am qualified to answer the question. Unfortunately my answer just leads to another question

06/05/2026

If you thought the cosy colouring content the last two days was impressive, today’s edition was completed while battling gastro.

Which means my corporate burnout has now evolved into a full physical reaction to relaxation itself.

Apparently my nervous system saw me trying to “slow down and enjoy a hobby” and responded with:
“absolutely not.” 🎨🍕💀

05/05/2026

Has burnout just become… the default emotional setting in corporate?

Because I genuinely can’t remember a time in the last 10 years where I wasn’t at least mildly burnt out. It’s like background noise at this point. Low battery mode… permanently on.

And then every now and then, I fall into these little projects — like this cosy colouring moment — and suddenly I’m calm, creative, thriving… who is she?

I forget burnout even exists.

And then… Wednesday.

And it’s back. Right on schedule. Like a recurring calendar invite I never accepted.

So now I’m wondering — is this just the cycle?
Burnout → random creative obsession → temporary peace → burnout again?

Or… do I pivot?

Like… is weekday drinking the hobby I’ve been overlooking this whole time? Asking for research purposes.

Anyway. Here I am, colouring my way through corporate survival.

How’s everyone else actually feeling?

04/05/2026

They say burnout is best cured by finding hobbies… which sounds great in theory, but I’m a Virgo. Actually worse — I’m an ADHD Virgo.

Because I can’t just start a hobby. I need full commitment to the aesthetic, the supplies, and a minor financial investment first.

In my case, “cosy colouring” has required:
– 20 colouring books (for variety, obviously)
– 120 colouring pencils
– another 120 alcohol markers (because what if I prefer markers?)
– 25 oil pastels… just to experiment

At this point, I haven’t started a hobby — I’ve opened a small art store.

And since I can’t commit to one thing, I’m also halfway into pottery, journaling, Pilates (yes, I have a whole reformer), learning French, and naturally… anything involving buying more books than I can read.

So now I’m sitting here wondering — do I just stick with my burnout? Because getting out of it is starting to feel like a very expensive exercise.

Anyway, here’s my first attempt… just a casual reminder that I am, in fact, a natural-born artist and perfectionist. 🎨

26/04/2026

15/04/2026

Take two on a great night with friends. How do influencers have the patience to create these videos? Anyone good to outsource this to?

19/01/2026

Some have it hard in the office today!

17/09/2024

It’s been a while since I’ve shared any coffee or book posts, and I really miss my book review blogs. Lately, work has drained all my energy, leaving little time for creativity. Ironically, the more stressed I am, the harder it is to be creative, even though creativity could help ease that stress. After switching jobs recently, I’ve found myself stuck in a whirlwind of stress and long hours, leading to total burnout. Now, I’m in a charming, sun-kissed town that doesn’t even appear on most maps, taking time to rejuvenate my soul. Amidst this peaceful escape, I’ve rediscovered my desire to write. Today’s inspiration? “The Star-Touched Queen” by Roshani Chokshi. Looking forward to sharing more soon!

06/08/2023

Some things are for the stomach and some for the soul….. this is all for the soul today. The smell of coffee and home made cake… family and friends to share it with. A reason to come over and enjoy a short break in the day and a try of something sweet made with love. ❤️

30/07/2023

Some days are intentionally slow and cosy! Today I NEEDED to slow down, unwind and catch my self. I started with a reformer Pilates class at 8:30. Breaky made by was made with love and the coffee was enjoyed slowly for over an hour. I Made the apple pie and went for a 45 min walk as the crispy sunny winter day couldn’t be ignored. Then the Lamb shoulder was put to roast and now I will read my book drink my coffee and enjoy this beautiful apple pie. I’ve recently realised that I have been scared to come to a stand still, I am aware that not so deep down I worry that if I stop something bad will happen. But someone reminded me that life is meant to be enjoyed and not feared. So here I am allowing my self to slow down and enjoy today for today 😘