03/08/2026
Wow ~ this photo 😍
Dad to the left and my Mum and bonus Dad to the right. We were at Stevie Nick's in New Plymouth.
Looking at me back then, I can't believe I didn't realise how gorgeous I was !!! A few months after this was taken I had my big surgery and ended up with the facial paralysis and what not.
It's funny, sometimes I wonder who I would be if I didn't go through the surgeries etc.
I wonder if I'd be a 'healer', I wonder if I would of done all this inside work. I wonder if I would have stepped into my power. Maybe ? But I doubt it would have happened earlier on in life because each time I had the rug pulled I would rebalance and grow. I am 100% a slow learner 😆 I drag my feet, usually whining involved as I dislike change alot. I'm trying to be more flexible with changes but it's a process 😆. I imagine that version of me, bright and as beautiful as I was, to be, quite frankly abit of a push over, not very confident and the ultimate people pleaser. Super emotional and my god I was always unwell (well dir, I had a golf ball growing in my head.
Well I'll never know how I turned out if I'd continued as that version of me.... life would of been easier in so many ways, that's forsure.
Not much growth happens in easy times though aye, I wouldn't be me and I quite like me, proud of me even.
