10/10/2020
Mmmmmm...the machine asked me to write a new post. I am not good with authority, but since it's just a machine, I'll be gentle on it.
My thoughts today....Im looking at the filters I use whether I let a woman into my heart and life now freshly divorced ( yes, you can release a video ' Secrets to a loving relationship and still go through a divorce.)
The truth is, I had to put my self love first. Love me 1st as much as I still worship and adore my ex.
Ever left someone you absolutely love to bits? Second time now, F**K it hurts...I mean being dumped....boo hoo...someone did not appreciate your wonderful strangeness that you are, but loving someone fully and having to know you have to leave because you are clear on a future intermingled with pain.wowee.
So back to my filter. Call me spoilt but I've been lucky to have done my last chasing of a woman 25 years ago at age 21. Since then, I've set back and been chased ( buy the DVD - yes, a quick word from our sponsor ).Now I am clear that if a woman cannot handle my full love after I make it clear I want her, that filter number 1 failed - with all due respect ALL Gods female creations we call 'woman', all being hot and s*xy in their own ways, a large chunk tend to have their hearts closed. The true female radience, which say a freshly initiated mother has, just often is not there. Those who think they are all ' Spifitual and open hearted' are usually spiritual addicts who wouldn't know love if it hit them in the face. Spiritial addiction and thinkaholism - ' thinking addiction- not common terms, but im a futurist especially in this field. Just watch for the terms. Lots of love. Have a great weekend xox. Maybe think about your filters and what you let in to mate with your soul.
