12/05/2024
Left - Selenite - Koi Fish Spirit, Eight of Swords, Queen of Wands
Stop living in your head and come back into your body. Your fears are ungrounded. You're letting your mind run unchecked and it's creating scenarios that aren't even real. Everything you need is already around you, you just have to believe that you are worthy of receiving everything that you desire. Why are you afraid of success? Why are you afraid of achieving your dreams? Where you are right now might only feel comfortable because it's a known environment. But I don't think you're happy here. How can you take one step out of your comfort zone towards your dreams?
Middle - Lumarian Quartz - Master Buddha, Starfish Spirit, Four of Cups, Six of Swords
It's ok to outgrow the space that you're in and search for something more. It's ok to want more for your life. It's ok to realize the people around you aren't your people anymore. It's also ok to be sad about all of that. Humans are meant to grow and learn and change. As you connect more to yourself internally, you'll see changes externally. Let this happen naturally without forcing it. You are already walking the path of change - you don't need to make it any harder than it already is.
Right - Pyrite - Master Jesus, Koala Spirit, Ace of Cups, The Moon
It's time to forgive yourself for making choices in the past that kept you safe. Even if you look back now and cringe. You did the best you could with what you had. Forgiveness starts with self love. With recognizing that all parts of you are worthy of love - not just the "good" parts, ALL parts. The parts of you that made mistakes, the parts of you that hurt others, the parts of you that hurt yourself. Therapy can be a key tool here, to help you through the pain. This isn't going to be an overnight journey. Self love can take years, and can be a continuous process. But once you start, you'll truly be free.
