01/10/2026
✨ 200 Rides: The Quiet Milestone ✨
(raw + real edition, obviously)
200 classes.
200 f**king YESSES to myself.
200 times I dragged my ass into that studio when my mind told me it was selfish… or inconvenient… or pointless… or when my inner saboteur whispered “just stay home.”
And 200 times I chose my gawd damn self anyway!
0 to 100 felt like fighting for my life.
Like proving with every single ride that I was worthy, capable, strong enough, ready.
It was pure fire.
Pure grit.
A sick, beautiful, necessary need to prove to myself and maybe the whole f**king world that I could shatter the versions of me that were built from shame, trauma, and survival.
My body released 70 pounds.
My nervous system thawed.
Old pain stopped running the show.
0 to 100 was the transformation.
But 100 to 200?
That’s been the reclamation.
A deep exhale into who I actually am when I am not in survival mode.
A return to my sovereign self - steady, rooted, intuitive, aware, confident, unf**kwithable.
(that part, that part, that part, ayeeee)
These 200 rides weren’t about fitness.
They were about remembering who the f**k I am without the weight of who I thought I had to be.
0 to 100: I was becoming.
100 to 200: I arrived.
And now?
Now I’m riding and living from a place of power, not punishment.
Desire, not desperation.
Identity, not insecurity.
I don’t need to scream about it.
I don’t need balloons or a big show.
This milestone hit differently because I’m different.
Here’s to the next hundred.
Not as a woman fighting for her life…
…but as a woman living it.
🪽✨🌀🐍🐆🪽
And if you’re in your own season of becoming…
If you’re clawing through the shadows and cracking open what hurts…
If you’re fighting for breath while trying to remember who you are…
I’ve walked that path.
I’ve held myself through it.
And I can hold you through yours too.
If you’re ready to step into your next chapter
✨ clarity, healing, reclamation and all ✨
my work was made for that s**tttt.
You already know where to find me.
🪽✨🌀