01/23/2023
I thought I was invincibleđ„
But now I am feeling angry, frustrated, and mostly scared that all I have set for myself is not happening at the speed that I foretold.
The result is living in the future so that even the physical body shows signs of being in the future by prostrating forward as if I am already there thus not allowing me to be in the here and now make a different choice, re-assess and re-set.
Do you feel like that at times? đ„
What do you do about it? đ„
For me there are two options:
Stay in my anger and fear, freeze my body, my emotions and all the rest so I am unable to make any healthy decisions and keep repeating the same behavior, patterns and believes.
Or gather my courage, decide to understand the dynamic, choose the new way I want to be, actively replace habits, beliefs, and patterns of behavior. This choice requires a high volume of self-love and self-compassion, forgiveness and letting go of the past. It also requires a new look at my relationship with respect to understanding the concept of
âLIFEâđ. Understand the alliance with âLIFEâ but this is for another post.
Our conception, our life in the womb, and our birthing process participate in forming the first of who we are. There are many studies that confirm that what is lived in the womb and upon birthing affects our lives until the end, that many psychological traumas arise from that place, and we carry them forward.
A baby being born or living in the womb goes through a lot but has the power and is always choosing what decisions to make to counter the effects of for example of the birthing process. A baby or fetus is always finding solutions to problems the mother is not even aware of.
This miracle we can manifest it into our life today.
I choose to gather my courage and transform, I become the mother giving her baby a small nudge to fly like a mother bird nudges her baby when it is not so sure.
What about you?
What has worked for you before?
How did you handle a situation like this?
