06/04/2026
Today makes 3 weeks since I put Mike down. He meant the world to me and was the true testament to getting āBack in Strideā. Unfortunately he sustained an injury that no one was able to fix this time. He was the first horse I have ever had to put down, my hardest loss. Iāve put a few dogs down in my time due to owning giant breeds. Moving on with their loss was hard, but losing Mike has been harder.
Over time I have been asked if I regret any of the money I have spent on Mike? Why didnāt I put him down and just buy another horse? There has always been something about him that said he wanted to live and be here. That made me want to do everything for him. He came into my care not 100% sound and needed my help, thatās what I did. I felt that being his owner meant I was his caretaker, he relied on me for everything to live. I gave him that. By doing that he showed he was a fighter.
The statement āI live in a Mikeās worldā was very true. He had DDFT surgery May of 2020, thatās when I was really tested to see if I could get a horse back into their stride and I did. The surgery was needed but the rehab was key. It was long, lots of work, but I learned so much from the process and watched it all work. It also helped having a horse who wanted to go on in life and fight to be here.
Due to my rehab with him, my bond with him grew to where he felt like a giant dog, a best friend. I didnāt realize how much my world revolved around him until heās been gone. Thereās been avoid that makes me feel lost some days. I know in time the void will get smaller or maybe fully close or something else will fill it. But Iām ever so thankful that Mike ended up with me.
Through owning Mike I now have a much better understanding of the inside of a horses foot. Prior to him, it was a grey area of understanding. I now know what to watch for and look for better in a horse to see a problem, catch it early enough to have hopefully a better outcome. Confirmation, know it, look at it and realize that does play a roll into everything with a horses movement from walking to loping. That will affect their whole body, muscle and joints. My barn was built around what does a horse need when stall rested, what does the vet and farrier need. Now because of Mike I have 3 main things to help rehab horses such as, my stalls have windows that open for the air flow and light, thereās a sky light peak in the roof to allow for more natural light, the stalls mats are the comfort stall mats to make standing for long periods of time easier on a horse.
The COBIT it works! Iām a strong believer if it was not for Ross Smith and the cobit being used on Mike since his surgery May 2020 that there is a chance Mikeās front feet would of never gotten to where they were. Mike has had shoes on his front feet since 2020 and it was fall of 2025 that those shoes were able to come off and stay off. He trotted sound! I was so scared when Ross said take the shoes off, but Ross knew it was time I trusted him. Navicular is an awful, painful issue within the feet. BUT if you trim and shoe them right, I believe now they can still live and do things. Navicular is not always a death sentence, just look at Mike.
Mike helped to show me that I really can help a horse recover from an injury and come back to their career or some sort of riding. That you have to take your time, trust the process and donāt rush anything. Every body heals at a different pace and requires something a bit different during that healing period. That there will be the odd set back, but donāt stress about it, thatās part of the process. Donāt set markers to meet during healing, those are not realistic, itās all about time.
Micheal to some you were a money pit, easily replaceable. To me, you were the best Christmas present I ever bought myself. I love you so much and miss you so much. Iām ever so thankful for everything you taught me. Iām so happy you got to live a life in a herd of horses, on a big pasture and be loved. Thank you for all the times in and out of the show pen.
Rest easy buddy, run pain free, till we meet again ā¤ļø