05/05/2026
I’d been in altered states many times before. It had never been this real, this immersive, this clear, this world-shattering-yet-simple.
I could see clearly, in high definition, how this greater reality had always been there, like the scenery in a theater play, that you don’t pay attention to as much as to the actors, but it’s there in the background of your awareness.
I’d never looked at this dimension as fully and directly as I did now. It seemed almost too obvious — and quite funny: the Cosmic Web, right there all along, hidden in plain sight. I was drowning in awe. I felt saturated by a glowing stream of aliveness that seemed to enhance the very colors around me. My every sense lit up.
This essay is my account of a life-changing Spiritually Transformative Experience, which happened to me over a decade ago and transformed all aspects of my life and way of being in the work-- but not before breaking down my sense of normal.
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