15/04/2026
Good evening people I hope you are all well. I need your help please it is very personal reason but as always I will be open and honest to you all.
So you all know just how hard my life has been, you know the traumas, the life experiences that you couldnt make up YET the strength and determination I have always had to make a bloody difference. You all saw me put together TakeTen which was my life only for 4 certain human beings full of envy, jealousy and pure evil to not only destroy what I lived for but took the support we gave endlessly to so many away from others... the reports made up about me and the things said still to this day make me feel sick to my stomach and why did they do it I will tell you because I WOULDNT LIE FOR THEM I really hope they are still so proud of themselves!
It has taken me more strength than I thought I had to rebuild myself from such an heart breaking experience I lost more than just TakeTen I lost the ability to help those who needed my help, I lost any belief I had in myself all replaced by the hatred of 4 people who for years I had helped supported and stood by, I looked in the mirror and even now I struggle to be able to see the person I had finally grown into, the person who helped everyone, the person who was not scared to make a stand for what is right...
When I hear people talk about TakeTen Mental Health & Su***de Prevention CIC its almost as if I am learning something new about myself, like on the 22nd Feb 2023 a part of me died and I became the person I had fought hard to never be again...
Anyway... I have taken time to rebuild myself, I am undergoing the hardest psychodynamic therapy with the most amazing lady and she really has dug deep into me...part of my theraphy is getting to know me, learning to stop listening to my 7 inside non stop voices (especially Derek he is a t**t) and instead listen and take on board how others see me and value me....I have also learnt that my non- neurotypical mind actually needs to see things on paper because computer can trick you!!
SO PLEASE PLEASE if I have helped you at all, or even if you just want to tell me about myself good or bad will you message me of even send an email I can print out it will all by 100% confidential noone other than me and my amazing therapist will ever see it.....
I need to let go and move on somehow and hopefully I can rebuild something so needed