02/08/2026
Sunday's have changed and only for the better π«Άπ»
Going sober was the best decision I ever made, when you say your sober people automatically think you were an alcoholic. I was never dependant on it by any means, however when I drank i would be out of control my nickname was "Shauna Bombscare" I couldn't control myself, I couldn't control my actions it was all or nothing. Sometimes I was the best laugh, sometimes I was nasty b***h but more importantly I never cared what happened when I was drunk, then sober me would be horrified! Granted some of the best days of my life π€£
When I was suffering with my mental health I never drank because I knew my addictive personality wouldn't stop if I started and I truly believe I stopped alcohol in June 2025 because of what was ahead of us all in 2025/2026. A year that should have brought me to my knees mentally, I think I've done alright but I couldn't have done this in the mindset of still being a "Bombscare"
I wouldn't change it for the world or any version of my past because it's given me the life I have today, the knowledge, the highs & lows, the trenches, the Depression everything I've ever gone through or any version I have ever been has helped shape the person I am today and that's what makes me an amazing therapist, even if I do say so myself ππ€£