01/05/2026
Recently, on a trip to Milan, I let myself “go there”… like really “go there.”
The gelato, the pasta, the shopping.
I see myself as an N of 1 experiment and before the trip, I’d been fairly restrained as I was in “body engineering” mode, so I made an intentional decision to get swept up in it all. Just for the sheer pleasure of playing with life (and also exploring my emerging — stronger — Italian identity).
By the third day of this cultural experiment, my digestive tract felt like burning embers and my brain kept grabbing at the thought of “what’s next?!” like a Duracell bunny.
It was the morning of our departure as I sat waiting for my husband to finish his text, belly and suitcase bloated, when a curiosity popped into my head.
I asked myself the question…
“Now that I’m no longer driven by my cycling reproductive hormones (Oestrogen and progesterone), am I now driven by my brain hormones (dopamine, serotonin etc.) instead?”
A very clunky question I know, but nevertheless, one worth asking to help me gain clarity on why my brain felt like a pinball machine during this trip.
Here’s what I discovered… ⬇️
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