19/07/2026
It's frustrating.
Back when I started training (3 month shiatsu and qigong course, 22ish yrs old) it was so easy to find people to practice on.
When I then started whole-heartedly training in Zen healing, acupressure, tuina, Daoist qigong, meditation, breathwork, energy healing...25 years ago, I soon had aligned and engaged students coming out of my ears!
I was teaching Chinese Massage classes, Qigong classes, Meditation classes, provided acupressure to centres in the community, even took on an over 60s keep fit class where they enjoyed learning the ancient healing practices to finish the class - 'This is how my mum used to massage my belly when I was a child."
Maybe it's because I was younger and more adventurous...but to be honest, as a perimenopausal SEND mum who knows how to deal with any emotional or physical issue that comes up, I still feel young and adventurous.
The frustration is that now, people are so overwhelmed by the amount of bitty wellness 'hacks' that are out there...
getting short-term dopamine fixes rather than learning how to actually, deeply improve their wellbeing,
or attending wellness workshops or classes where the fundamentals of how your energy actually works is missing...
so they don't know how to turn round an unhealthy lifestyle and mindset, and feel no clearer, happier or more confident in their ability or capacity to heal.
It's frustrating to know how I can help everyone I hear from, and give people who ask the practices and wisdom to improve their problems and pain, and also know that life is so chaotic and confusing that it's hard to step away from the exhausting patterns that are keeping them from a healthier, happier, more relaxed life.
I also know this frustration will pass, as all emotions do. And acknowledge it's a sign that I'm at a turning point where this energy will become a new adventure.
I write my difficult emotions out sometimes in order to process and let go, and help anyone who might resonnate to know they're not alone.
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