14/08/2026
I write this with a heart ladened with love that has no place to go. Our little Tootie passed over on 13th Aug at 13 years old, just after the solar eclipse, which feels fitting for our beautiful little ray of light and joy.
Anyone who knows Jason and I well, will know what a huge part of our life she was, being present for over half of it.
She was there for each major event in our young adult lives.
From our Engagement, wedding and first home, to comforting us through the grief of losing many loved ones,
lying licking my feet as starseed moved to other worlds,
witnessing me hold circle, journey with plant medicine, being a walking little medicine herself for the beautiful souls who entered Havenhill, and so so much more.
She undeniably has touched countless hearts.
She made me laugh and she licked away many tears in the darkness when no one else was present.
She saw me, all of me, and loved me unconditionally.
Such is the love of your Daemon (iykyk).
I told Jason the day he proposed that, incredible as that gift was, it did not beat the day he surprised me with her...and he agreed.
She changed something in me, in us, forever.
I know some diminish this heart expanding love, which feels so sad to me - because what we experienced for 13 years, even though my heart is shattered today, I feel so so blessed beyond words for.
I will continue to wonder in the days ahead as I gratefully remember her, about how something so small can leave a print so large on this heart.
For all that your very BIG soul in a Tootie little being has taught and gifted me,
I will love you forever,
my tootin flootin bootin ๐ฅน๐พ๐โค๏ธโ๐ฅ