05/06/2026
Let’s talk about the reality of the “rainbow baby” 🌈
I am thrilled to share that I am expecting! But if I’m being honest, “thrilled” is only one piece of the puzzle. Following four losses, pregnancy feels like walking a tightrope between immense joy and profound anxiety.
And then, there is the HG. Like with my daughter’s pregnancy, I’m struggling with hyperemesis gravidarum. Some moments are filled with awe at this tiny life, and most days are defined by the physical toll of HG. It is a strange, delicate dance of being incredibly grateful while also feeling deeply exhausted and debilitated. It’s a reminder that even the most beautiful chapters can be physically and emotionally demanding.
I’m learning to honour both the excitement and the struggle, and I wanted to hold space for anyone else who is doing the exact same thing today. How are you really doing? 👇✨
(This image is AI generated. I feel intensely guilty about that and really dislike it, but the reality of HG means I can barely function, so taking pretty pictures is way out of my ability just now. Hope you can all understand 🧡)