22/04/2026
I release that which no longer serves me β¨
At the start of the year I quit my job. After 9 years of carefully crafting and honing a career, of dragging my way up a corporate ladder until blisters formed on my hands. I climbed until I woke up each morning with my chest feeling tighter and my spirit smaller. I climbed until I couldn't any more, I simply stopped.
I looked up - how far this endless ladder seemed to go, up and up and up more pressures, more deadlines, more responsibility - but the most heartbreaking realisation? That this place and this system did not place value in it's people.
I looked down. I looked down at all the mistakes I had made, the lessons I had learned, the hard work and the time and the effort and the many tears that had been shed shaping myself into a mould that never really fit me. And I simply let go.
I let go. I let go of the ladder. With no real plan and without having it all figured out I quit my job. Reckless? Maybe. Was it necessary? Absolutely. Because I knew in my soul I couldn't stay in a place where I did not feel valued.
And I suppose this is the part where I say I landed on my feet. That I became a full time yoga instructor or I found the coveted dream job or maybe even that I won the lottery. But the truth is actually much less glamorous, what actually happened was that I spent a few months in a panicked daze of needing to have control, and of needing to have everything figured out. I hid it all under a bravado but secretly I dreaded the question that everyone asks - what will you do now?
I didn't have an answer, and honestly, I still don't. In all of this I allowed myself time, precious time to give myself space to fully breathe and come home to myself again. The next few months my nervous system began to regulate this slower pace allowed my stressed tf out nervous system to rewire patterns that ran deeper than I first knew.
And I'm excited to let go of old patterns, behaviours and everything that no longer serves me to make space to welcome in this new season of spring, this season of growth π±
Even as I have no idea what that looks like!