17/06/2026
34 week update....
I had an appointment with the community Midwife this morning which was so lovely! Lynn is amazing and always makes us smile and feel at ease 😊
Baby is still in a strange position where he is basically folded in half with his feet at his head and his bum pointing down which is the opposite way from what we want him.
Hes been like that now for 2 weeks which isn't ideal.
She said to be prepared that at my hospital appointment in 2 weeks if he is still in that position they may want me in for a section possibly that day depending on of baby is distressed.
I will be 36 weeks by then so if he hasn't moved by that point, he likely wont, so we need to be prepared for that.
His heartbeat is perfectly normal and he is moving and kicking so at present, no signs of distress.
There is a method they can use where they physically move the baby but 1-it is very painful for me. 2- stressful for the baby and 3- if they manage to turn him, he may flip back. So they may just suggest a section to save any of that stress. In all honesty i will probably tell them I don't want this procedure, it just seems like a whole lot of pain and stress for us both that could be pointless. So I will be asking for a section instead.
I have said from the start i absolutely did not want a section. It's not the cutting me open part that worries me, its the needles in my spine. This stems back from an extremely traumatic incident involving a lumbar puncture years ago. Ever since then i have been adamant that no needle will ever go near my spine....
I have spoken to several people who have had sections, I am aware that it can be very pleasant and calm which I am absolutely sure it is, but when you have deep rooted trauma from an incident.. well, that's all I can focus on. However, if that is the safest option for Peanut then that's just what I have to do. His safety is priority 💙
Ive been given some great advice, movements and a website to check out by Lynn, so hopefully these manoeuvre him into the right position 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻
Here's hoping!