07/06/2026
Life probably wasnāt slower. We just were.
Iāve been thinking about that a lot since coming home from holiday on Friday.
It honestly took me a couple of days to properly switch off when we went away. I didnāt realise how tired I wasā¦.āØNot physically, just that constant mental load you get used to carrying.
For the first time ever, I left the clinic phone with my team and everything carried on without me, which was probably part of it. I donāt step away like that very often!
Most of the week was very simple. Sitting by the pool, reading, chatting, eating, a few drinks here and there. Not doing very much at all.
And after a few days of that, I noticed my brain felt⦠quieter.
I kept thinking about the 90s and early 2000s. Not in a āthings were betterā way. Just how different it felt to be in your own life.
Watching something and actually watching it. Going for a walk without reaching for your phone. Sitting around talking. Getting bored.
And not being constantly available.
Iāve spent a lot of the last few years building things. My health, my strength, my business, my confidence. And I donāt regret any it.
At the same time, I think what Iām craving now is something different:
Just a bit more space.
So Iāve come home with a few gentle intentions:
⢠Phone downstairs at night
⢠More phone-free walks
⢠More dedicated gym sessions
⢠Pilates back in my week
⢠A monthly sound bath or meditation session
⢠Less scrolling
⢠More moments that feel like actual life
The older I get, the less interested I am in anti-ageing and the more interested I am in ageing well. Feeling strong, having energy, actually enjoying my life.
Not because anyone needs fixing. More because I think weāve been taught to see ageing as something to fear.
I donāt see it like that.
I think the second half of life can be stronger, calmer, wiser and more joyful than weāve been led to believe, only if we stop rushing through it.
Maybe this next chapter isnāt about building more. Maybe itās about enjoying what weāve already built.
Or maybe Iām finally entering my Italian Nonna era, just with creatine, strength training and SPF 50 š