06/06/2026
I nearly quit.
More than once.
And I don’t mean “this is tough, dig deep” nearly quit. I mean standing on a mountain in genuinely horrible conditions thinking “I have no idea if I can finish this.”
But every time I got there, I came back to the same answer.
My wife and kids were going to be at that finish line. I’d spent 9 months on this - dropping body fat, building athleticism, actually preparing properly instead of just winging it and hoping for the best.
And underneath all of that, I just needed to know what I was made of.
For me.
Here’s the thing nobody really talks about - you can do everything right.
The training, the nutrition, the prep. All of it.
And you’ll still hit a point out there where none of that feels like enough.
The fitness gets you to the start line. It doesn’t get you to the finish.
What gets you to the finish is knowing why you’re actually there.
Not the vague “I want to complete it” version.
The real one.
The one that still means something when you’re cold, broken, and your legs stopped playing ball about 4 hours ago.
I work with runners on this stuff every single day - the physical side, yes, but also helping people figure out what they’re actually training for.
Because when it gets hard out there (and it will get hard), that’s the only thing that matters.
Crossed the line.
Family were there (when they got back from the toilet 🤣).
Worth every horrible minute.
UTS50 - first attempt. Done. ✅
Next year’s target is set. 🎯