30/03/2026
😬😭 Personal share: ⬇️⬇️
For 15+ years, I’ve been living with endometriosis - a progressive (and aggressive!) chronic illness that lives in the shadows, but shapes so much of your life.
I’ve just had my first (and it won’t be my last 🙄) excision surgery 😬
Quite timely really, as this month is Endometriosis Awareness Month. 💛💛
What that actually looked like wasn’t soft lighting and deep breaths… that’s for sure.
It was pain, vulnerability, catheterisation, infection, my body not responding, vomiting (with four fresh abdominal wounds 😣), countless bags of IV fluids, passing out,
“lazy bowels,” emergency room, hospital re-admission,
and moments where I felt completely disconnected from myself.
With only one o***y left, which was stuck to my womb and bowel, I risked surgical menopause with this surgery.
Endometrial lesions were found in places I’ve felt for years but was never seen - EVEN on my diaphragm!🎤👀
(I KNEW it! I just KNEW it!)
My body had been holding more than I could ever see.
🧘🏽♀️🧠 As someone who deeply believes in body–mind connection, this experience humbled me…
because sometimes that connection doesn’t flow.
My body resisted. It shut down.
It asked my mind to surrender in ways I never expected.
And that’s still yoga 😬🙏🏽
Yoga isn’t just strength and balance.
It’s being present in the mess.
It’s breathing through fear when there’s no relief in sight.
It’s trusting your body even when it feels like it’s “asleep” or working against you.
Right now, I’m in recovery.
Slow. Tender. Real.
But for the first time in a long time, I feel something new underneath it all
- the beginning of light emerging once more.
❤️🩹❤️🩹 To anyone living with endometriosis or chronic illness - I see you, and you have my deepest compassion.
Your experience is real, even when it’s invisible.
🤝To anyone SUPPORTING someone with this condition - you’re seen too - and your care and understanding is going probably a lot further than you know. 🥹
And to my body…
one breath at a time.
Healing isn’t linear. But it is happening.
Anjani Devi ❤️🩹🙏🏽