Dancing WITH the DEVIL

Dancing WITH the DEVIL A story of 3 decades of drug addiction and what I lost along the way, my aim is to educate in the hope of saving even just 1 of you from the same fate

My name is Julie Ann Jones I am 45 years old and from Liverpool UK. I became involved in class a drug use in my teens after experimenting with several lower class drugs, finally moving on to he**in and a year or two later progressing to Crack Co***ne due to the circles that I ended up moving in through being on He**in. I became hooked on He**in pretty quickly at the age of seventeen, with no means

of financing my ever increasing addiction I found myself having to break the law embarking on a short lived shop-lifting career. After rapidly getting known to the police after being arrested for shop-lifting it was not gonna be long before I was given a custodial sentence,so I was facing two options other than jail, 1...get myself clean immediately or 2..find an alternative means of earning the money I needed to fund my habit.. That alternative presented itself to me in the form of making the most of what God had given me and turning tricks for a living,. One month before my twentieth birthday birthday I found. myself on the streets of Liverpool's red light district. It was like I was in the twilight zone,some kinda surreal nightmare where I played the starring role, I didn't have the first idea what I was getting myself into, or the first clue about what to do, cars were pulling up along side of me and I was walking past cuz I couldn't find the bottle to get into the car. After halfa dozen times of this happening I swallowed my fear took a deep breath and opened the door and got into the car.

19/08/2016

Anyone care to dance? Said the devil with a grin
Come trip the light fantastic with debauchery n sin
Won't you please come join me in this hell bound dark romance
Said the devil to me one day,"Anyone care to dance"
So I joined him on the dance floor and we danced into the night
And he offered me forbidden fruit of which I took a bite
Like a game of Russian roulette staked a bet n took a chance
As the devil whispered in my ear anyone care to dance...

19/08/2016

I danced on a Friday but the sky turned black, its hard to dance with the devil on your back, So i danced for salvation but salvation didn't come, so i smoked a few more class As til my brain was numb, I danced for redemption but alas found none, then the devil came and found me and the dance went on, I danced for my freedom but the devil came with chains, ran my life as he seen fit like blood ran through my veins, So if you get caught as I did then pray heed the words I tell, and don't keep dancing with the devil and wonder why you're still in hell.

09/04/2015

I'm now almost reaching the third decade of my dance 💃 with the Devil 😈 and currently awaiting my second crack of the proverbial whip that comes in the form of detox then possibly long term rehabilitation.
I will be looking at all options during my stay in the Kevin White Unit, which is Liverpool's council run 4-6 week treatment program for both Class A drug addicts (He**in/Crack) and alcoholics, it was named after Dr Kevin White who was a consultant at Liverpool's Hope House situated a few minutes from the City Centre.
The unit had been there almost 20 years and did I mention Kevin was also my doctor whilst I was
the ddu being prescribed physeptone ampoules (methadone)
UPDATE....
I can hardly believe how much time has elapsed since I was last here posting about my future plans for turning things around, oh I set out down the correct path, after discovering a positive result to a pregnancy test I immediately referred myself to the local Ddu, which was Brook Place in Liverpool 6.
After they confirmed the pregnancy things moved pretty fast and with in a firtnight

09/04/2015

I danced in the morning but the sky turned black,
It's hard to face with the Devil 😈 on your back,
I danced for salvation but salvation didn't come,
So I smoked a few more Crack rocks til my brain went numb,
I danced for redemption but redemption there was none,
Then the Devil 😈 came to find me and the dance 💃 went on,
I prayed that I could break free but the Devil 😈 came with chains,
He ran my life as he seen fit like blood ran through my veins,
So if the Devil asks to dance 💃 pray 🙏 heed the words I tell,
And don't keep dancing 💃 with the Devil 😈 n wonder why you're still in Hell.

11/04/2014

What av I been up to? well what the f**k d'you think?
Been smokin rock [is that a shock] I've almost reached the brink,The brink of my existence,my sanity and hope,I'll go over the edge soon not sure if I can cope,But somehow find the way to get thru another day,Ain't even got the strength to fall on my knees and pray,And lack the motivation to seek the will to stop,Been at the bottom way too long high time to hit the top,So when I find a way to get up n have a go,Then best you watch out for me y'all...you'll be the first to know.

26/03/2014

THERE BUT FOR THE GRACE OF GOD
how many of you' can relate to this one written about those do gooders and Christian people go to church every Sunday and listen to or preach about helping our fellow man regardless of class, age, colour of his skin, what they forgot to mention was the exception to the rule.. ..he with an addiction(apparently)
Anyway this is my perception of the kind of people I refer to,wouldn't mind hearing yours.. ..

"THERE BUT FOR THE GRACE OF GOD GO I", I HEARD THEM SAY,
THEN THEY PASS AN ADDICT BEGGING ON THE STREETS AND TURNED AWAY,
THEY CALL THEMSELVES GOD'S CHILDREN AND THRU GOD'S LANDS THEY ROAM,
BUT THE HOMELESS DON'T GET CHARITY. ..WHY?
CUZ CHARITY BEGINS AT HOME,
THERE BUT FOR THE GRACE OF GOD GO I AND AIN'T IT SO,
NO POINT IN ASKING THEM FOR HELP THE ANSWER WILL BE NO,
SO MUCH FOR CHRISTIAN VALUES MAY'S WELL LEAVE THEM ON THE SHELF,
THEY'LL TELL YOU GOD WILL ONLY HELP THE MAN WHO HELPS HIMSELF,
THERE BUT FOR THE GRACE OF GOD

Living the crack life...I'm living the crack life and playing the game,my peers around me all doing the same,I wake ever...
17/03/2014

Living the crack life...
I'm living the crack life and playing the game,my peers around me all doing the same,
I wake every morning and reach for the bong,old habits die hard when ya at it this long,
Had my share of heartache and crack induced tears,been living the crack life for twenty odd years,
Had my share of good times but bad times way more,this crack life has tightened its grip that's for sure,
I'm living the crack life and doing the do,I bet you're sat off somewhere living it too,
Dark rings round my eyes cuz I cant get to sleep,its probably down to the hours I keep,
Cuz I'm smoking all day chasing money all night, my whole world is coloured in brown and in white,
To this crack addiction I'm truly a slave, this crack life has got me one foot in the grave,
So I'm living the crack life and taking the fall, don't you find that this crack life ain't no life at all.

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