13/06/2026
Cowboy and I have both been learning to calm down and not constantly feel the need to go at 100mph.
This of course when put together was not fun! Weāve had certainly had a lot of downs. Times where I was questioning myself , my abilities and just lacked confidence. Times where heās behaved in a certain way, I donāt know how to deal with and work on.
However with trial and error, we have found away to sort some boundaries/respect and also a deeper connection again.
Weāve had cries together in the field when I knew heād be the only one to really listen to when I need to let everything out. Weāve had moments where Iāve gotten frusrated with him and myself.
We are learning this life together and heās really mirroring me and helping me see that I need to flow the f*** down!
So once I had finally come to this realisation and the best plan of action.. the change in him has been amazing. The change in me with him , itās like the old me is slowly reaching out.
Together we feel so much more in tune and more understanding of our ārolesā in this world.
Cowboy is a damn good teacher and we will become the partnership Iāve always dreamed off.
This may not look like much or you may see somethings that could be worked on. But as I say, and someone recently told me.
Weāre seeing the world for the first time together and figuring it out the way that suits us bestš