23/08/2026
Its been a journey... I've pushed, worked consistently and relentlessly, put the effort in.
Has it been an easy journey? No
Has it been worth it? Yes!
I battle every day with my mental health, with my neruodiverse brain, with a brain altered by trauma. I have huge body dysmorphia and that is something I will always have to live with.
But I'm showing up and so can you... the hardest part is the first step... and I'm here to hold your hand if you feel unsteady on your feet for that.
I've not got to where I want to be, but not because I'm not happy with my aesthetic now, but because I've realised what I'm capable of and I want to see how far I can take it.
This community is incredible & I'm inspired daily by my coach Claire Crowther - IFBB Pro, Online coach π Claire & the other amazing women both on my team & the ladies I coach.
Excited for my next 3 shows, regardless of the results. I feel blessed to be at a point where I can stand on a stage next to phenomenal athletes & not feel out of place (even though I'm my own biggest critic!)
I will also keep showing up as a Palestinian, Spanish woman, in honour of all or the amazing ladies living in the shadow of war, unable to have their voices heard ... my heart is always with them π
If you need help with getting your life back then give me a shout... let's see what we can achieve together!
Thank you as always to those who inspire me! Claire Crowther - IFBB Pro, Online coach π Sibel Osman Natalie Leech and all my amazing Higgiefit girls ππ₯°π©΅ and not forgetting my amazing sponsors at Resilience Mansfield ππ©΅
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